Woke up again ...=p mai scold mi ah.....woke up for a hot drink so dat i wont feel so jia lat....actually feel a bit better le....but jus need a drink b4 gg back to slp....cos later got to go for my last check up at my hse there polyclinic at ard 10am.....sianz man....wanted to stay home cos easier to go frm my hse but miss my hubby ...=x
Jus nw he slpt early i think....i slpt 1/2 way he suddenly hugged mi to slp.....can feel his warm and gentle touch...which is enuff to make mi feel better...best cure among all doc...specially given by Doc. Lee.... keke.....will be back to slp soon......sick ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! sobx sobx!!!!
Actually partially i woke up becos i dreamt of "someone", who was once a bastard in my life....the things he did made mi hate him so much....if i got the chance i will kill him myself.....seriously....i nv hate a person as much as i hate him....my dear noes abt it too......but i hate dreaming abt him....kind of bad sign.....
I dreamt of: i was having dinner wif dear ,colin, jerry and dunno who le.....den suddenly "he" came to join our table cos somehow my dear got to noe him frm somewhere....dear invite him to sit wif us....den when we r in our conversation he interupted by telling dear abt mi n his stuff long time ago....of course dear got no reactions.....but i felt like borrowing the food stall uncle chopper n chop him into pieces rite nw man....
why must i dreamt of him? i recalled dear said he dreamt of his ex gf too....this is wat i hate most..... will they turn up again and ruin our lifes once more.....will "she" come back to dear for a patch back or something at this critical moment....of course i trust dear wont leave mi....but i still will fear to lose him one day.....will "he" come and destroy our happiness rite nw? come n ruin my relationship wif him making my life more miserable?
whenever i dreamt of him or if i heard dear dreamt of her....i felt worried n scared.....if one day i were to lose u wat will i do? wat will happen to mi n baby? i dare nt think more....but to erase wat ever i dreamt and believe in my dear dear dat he will love mi n baby 4ever n ever.....