Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Monday....supposed to go KK hospital for my check up.....surprisingly woke up by alarm ard 930am when i set 9am....my hp alarm was off....dunno which cb kia touched my hp n switched it off....WTF man......i quickly bathed 1st den hurried asked dear to wake up....cos he was supposed to send mi there.....ended up he slpt n slpt everytime i shake him up.....he dozed off again.....jus becos the previous nite he was hungry n palmer n angel jio us out for supper.....i was awaken by him to go bencoolen meet them cos nearer to our hse....yet angel took bery long to prep....and we n palmer were waiting like there is no news whether supper is on or off......angel told us to go 1st....and we met palmer at bencoolen prata shop ard 4am++.....fuk man....tml morning got appt my dear still wan go out.....i cried he asked why....i refused to say.....but noe-ing he was hungry....no choice to acc him go den.....who asked me love him so much......-.-''''
we reached home ard 6am++ ....i coma straight away soon after dat dear also......cos he was tired after the cub kia race yesterday .....
jus as i was toking abt waking him up....he kept dozing off n continued to slp....i got a bit fed up....dun tell me i hv to go alone again.....everytime doc appt i was alone.....see-ing ppl wif their hubbies n yet i was always alone for check up.....dear wont understand hw i feel esp when he said to palmer he will send me to check up at KK....i felt so happy.....even once is enuff cos if we go we will be doing the scanning of our baby n we will noe the gender....kekeke....
but unfortunately dear was too tired....he couldnt wake up.....i was extremely disappointed too....yet i was oredi late for the appt....i decided nt to go instead cos actually it was quite ridicuous dat within a mth i need to see doc so mani times.....i was afraid my cash flow will go low if i see doc 2day.....somemore i jus seen the doc at the polyclinic regarding my blood test....spent $$ again......i decided to go after dear got his pay check would be better.....so i skipped 2day's appt.....u ppl dun scold me ah.....i am jus thinking wisely cos if nothing much happened to me no warning signs of i gg to gib birth means i am ok.....baby is ok too cos he is always kicking n moving.....no need to worry abt me.....pain jus slight pain laa it go off n on de....nothing bad if something serious happened dear will send mi to hospital immediately....anyway i oredi fixed a new appt nt bery far frm nw.....so its ok de ma......=x
dear woke up ard 2pm....cos his mum was nagging at him saying tot he gg to bring mi to hospital.....he panicked n saw mi remained bery quiet....he noes i was angry....kept sayang me lor...kept apologising abt 2day appt he had forgotten.....i did cried but when he hugged me so tight telling me he will bring me for the next appt after his pay check....i felt like melting in his arms oredi.....maybe i am too soft hearted towards him.....i cant bear to see him so ke lian.....loved him too much ba....-.-'''
woke up fixed a new appt ....his mum kpkb him for forgetting abt the appt tot he made excuses nt to vist his dad in hospital cos his dad hospitalised a few days ago....he found it no point gg down alone w/o his mum cos he and his dad nt really in good terms so dunno wat to tok when he sees him.....pengz!!! heard frm his mum his dad nt really good condition right nw....but if he insisted nt to go i cant force him either....i noe him too well.....-.-''''
got lesson in the evening.....so din really went to lie down n slp scared slp overshot die man.....cos its a replacement lesson for last week absent.....dear stayed at home waited for me to come home n acc him go buy fish for his "bao bei long".....we went clementi there to get his fishes as well as let him see see look look but no buy buy new "long".....ex investments hor.....he saw 1 bery small de but i told him mai.....cos his "baobei" also grown frm small till so big nw.....got another 1 he will hv to spend double time on these 2 fishes....to me he got 1 "bao bei" enuff le.......
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on the way back we were riding home....dear hit this hump i nearly fly off....i landed back on the seats he realised wat happened n ride slowly......came home finished makan dinner....1st thing i realised was pain at the bottom....on n off.... and definitely i walked like a penguin nw.....but there is no otehr signs jus on n off pain.....maybe the part when i landed back on his seat the impact was a bit too hard.....but dun worry i'm ok jus need to lie down after this....when i finishes the blog of the day.....so dats all......stay tuned for more stories of my daily lives.....=x

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