Tuesday....yesterday bad mood..came home wif dear mood was ok le....dunno why see him i always feel much more comfortable ba....maybe he sayang me more than b4....makes me feel better everything i feel like venger out my anger on something....
today even worst....even more bad mood....wif a good mood i completed my "XIN YI TIAN TU LONG JI" le.....hiak hiak hiak....after dat something happened....me n my bro quarrelled n we both refused to gib in.....it wasnt my fault dat things happened this way....he still insist on dat....fine lor.....everytime he quarrel nv think 1st b4 action.....always after action den regret.....well this time round he really pissed me off liao....no more Mr Nice Guy to him anymore....sometimes i really feel hao xin no hao bao de....help him so much still kanna shoot by him.....wats the use being bro n sis afterall if u pushes everything to me when something happened den after dat come n sayang to apologise...kind of sick rite....arghhhhhhhhhh~~
anyway.....met dear at mw....as usual wif him ard i dun feel so pissed off anymore.....i dun wish to think abt it too....cos it nt onli affects my mood it affects my baby's too.....gg slp early cos tml got to reach home b4 7am....mummy need to see doc....haiz......nw is hw to wake my dear up for wrk when i nt ard....headache sia......-.-'''