Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Today...
Had a good lunch chat with my friends and the kids had fun spending time together. Once a while I need to let myself go out and breathe some fresh air, refresh my brains, let my brains function properly.
I've learnt...
’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did but people will never forget how you made them feel.
Monday, March 30, 2015
Sunday, March 29, 2015
When there is an ending, there will be a new beginning.
This goes out to all of the people who have been broken but have been strong enough to let go. For the people who have hurt so badly that they felt they could never love again, but kept their head up. For the people that wish loneliness wasn’t a part of them, but put up with it anyhow. For the people that are okay with taking up all of the room in the bed, even if sometimes it feels a little empty. For the people who wake up in the morning with no missed calls, but smile anyway. For the people that have wounds still healing. For the people that have so much tied to their past relationship, but break those chains to start fresh. For the people that want to look back so badly, but focus on the road ahead. For the people that pick up the phone so tempted to call, but keep their dignity intact instead. For the people that never wanted to let go, but had to. For the people that still believe in love even after all of the hurt their heart has endured. For all the people that gave up not because they were weak, but because most times it’s better just to let go. You will get your happy ending someday. Hang in there and don’t give up. Because all endings are also beginnings.
I have loved. I have lost. I have changed.
I have loved. I have lost and I have changed. It has been difficult but I have learned so much from it. I have learned that people can hurt you so deeply and not even worry about you. I learned that good people can change in a minute when their hearts have been broken. I’ve met great people, but mean people as well. But the most important thing I have learned is that every person in this world is strong enough to let go . People come and go and that’s life ! The most important thing is to stand up and realize that you deserve something better than a person that gives up on you.
Saturday, March 28, 2015
Friday, March 27, 2015
Thursday, March 26, 2015
Sick Sick Day
Both jie jie and myself were having bad diarrhoea issues. Haiz...could it be the food we ate yesterday? Sian sian sian ahhhh...
Early Morning Complaints...
Lying on the bed, tossing around. But slept or not, I also dunno. I woke up right before the alarm clock rang. Can feel my body is always so darm tired but can't give up. Next week will be a new challenge. Youngest baby going back to school, and I am going to face the same old nonsense from him again. Haiz...
A sleepless night again
Ever since things happened, I started to feel insecure and emotional. I can't make myself sleep at all especially these weeks, always had been a sleepless nites for me. I had to try very hard to make myself knockout to sleep. Sometimes, a few hours. Sometimes a few mins and I woke up again. My brains never seem to stop working since then. I felt so so tired, I couldn't even make myself sleep. Fed up...
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
Tuesday, March 24, 2015
Can't stop crying...
Today considered my last day with them though I had left much earlier. I will never ever step into that place, even how much I miss "them", I had to stop thinking about "that" place as it has never ever once belonged to "us". But the sweet memories will always remain deep inside my heart... I miss you all so much... sobx...T.T
Monday, March 23, 2015
It is sad sad day
The whole FB wall are flooded with news about him, stories about him, pictures of him... making everyone in SG so emotional and sad. What a sad sad and emo day...
Sunday, March 22, 2015
I can't stand this anymore! ARGH...
DO NOT GIVE ME THE NONSENSE OF AM I CONTACTABLE OR NOT! One kind of nonsense I cannot tolerate at all. This is extremely stupid of someone who said this, so please use your brains before opening your mouth.
Here I go again...
Feels very tired but can't sleep at all. My hearts hurts but can't cry anymore. Guess my tears are all dried up. Out of sudden, I felt so numb towards everything around me. Becoming a souless human...without feelings...without life...without soul...
