Woke up very early 2day although i din get much slp at all....dun feel like i was slping more like resting but my brains were still wrking...din think abt much yet nt tired...restless nite..puffy eyes...look like panda liao...
brought my baobei 4 injection 2day...princess seems to noe she is hving injection...kept oving dun wan sit still....seems like wanna run away frm tis injection...lol...wat a smart girl....once i hold tight onto her right thigh...her face was like "i knew it...its coming...pain ahhhhhh" dat kind of expression...bery bery cute...heng 2day nt a single baby at all...bery fast done...no need to wait....baobei has gained weight le....5.87kg ...kaoz almost 6kg le...and i am carrying a 6 kg load everyday....wahhhhhh piang.....-.-
came home she was oredi slping...she oso tired i oso tired ....so back to our dreamland le.....=x
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
Its been so long since i last wrote my bloggie...well things r as usual...nothing interesting happened lately...i guess...
i wonder wat is life n death abt...when there is death there will be new life somewhere...humans hv to go thru things over n over again...frm a newborn baby to a grown up adult to a old man/woman...but things dat everyone has to go thru r diff...yet all cant escape the fate of death...is jus whether it comes early or late...
maybe nw life n death seems nothing to do cos i hv accomplished wat i've done...i tried my best as my dear's wife as well as my princess's mummy...i hv tried to do my best i guess...maybe i hv nt done a bery good job at all....maybe i did...
if death comes to fetch mi early...maybe i wont even resist cos there izzit anything i hvnt done or regret...i love my dear very much...i love my princess very much too...i'm even willing to die on their behalf cos there is nothing else i need to do...nothing dats need mi ard anymore...i guess
if my death can bring ppl's happiness...y nt...anyway my life dun even worth a cent at all....i'm still like a burden to everyone...
to my bro john u wan curse mi to die faster jus becos i indirectly cos ur dear to miscarriage..i agreed...jus let mi die for it den cos i make u lose ur precious one...nothing can make u happy unless i die rite? dats hw u feel...i noe...
to the rest is the same....cos nv once i done something rite...i am always wrong...n i deserved to die...rite? so be it den...so be it....
i wonder wat is life n death abt...when there is death there will be new life somewhere...humans hv to go thru things over n over again...frm a newborn baby to a grown up adult to a old man/woman...but things dat everyone has to go thru r diff...yet all cant escape the fate of death...is jus whether it comes early or late...
maybe nw life n death seems nothing to do cos i hv accomplished wat i've done...i tried my best as my dear's wife as well as my princess's mummy...i hv tried to do my best i guess...maybe i hv nt done a bery good job at all....maybe i did...
if death comes to fetch mi early...maybe i wont even resist cos there izzit anything i hvnt done or regret...i love my dear very much...i love my princess very much too...i'm even willing to die on their behalf cos there is nothing else i need to do...nothing dats need mi ard anymore...i guess
if my death can bring ppl's happiness...y nt...anyway my life dun even worth a cent at all....i'm still like a burden to everyone...
to my bro john u wan curse mi to die faster jus becos i indirectly cos ur dear to miscarriage..i agreed...jus let mi die for it den cos i make u lose ur precious one...nothing can make u happy unless i die rite? dats hw u feel...i noe...
to the rest is the same....cos nv once i done something rite...i am always wrong...n i deserved to die...rite? so be it den...so be it....