Sunday.....kallang cub kia race.....woke up dear quite early ard 8am++.....but surprisingly he still nua-ing in bed......even though he slpt so early yest.....haiz......poor thing.....sunday can off de end up must wrk.....
i wasnt feeling quite ok these few days.....fearing something might happen.....but nvm cos tml gg KK n dear shld be acc me cos he got a off day for next week.....hee~~baby kicking alright....still a kung fu fighter as usual.....jus my pain here n there made me worried sometimes stand too long wil feel like baby wanna drop out le.....felt so scared......supposed to go n see the race 2day but after i woke up frm my nap.....feeling kind of seh seh de.....better dun too....cos there got nothing to sit n hv to stand whole day de.....
dear dear jus called up n asked if i am gg.....i told him nah~~ cos dun feel like to.....hearing his voice makes mi feel much better.....i guai guai stay at home wait for him lor......save the trip of travelling here n there too.....can nua more on bed.....=x
Gg KK tml but yet feel a bit scared.....hv to spend money again.....jus recently done the stupid blood test at polyclinic den collect result also must pay consultation fees.....tml gg see doc also must pay i think....sibei sianz.....keep thinking was it right for me to decide to hv this baby.....dear seems so excited n happy over it....yet i felt its like a burden to dear....regret dat i couldnt get a stable job b4 this happen....maybe things will end up better....i dun need to worry so much....i noe dear wouldnt wan to see me kept blaming myself abt this cos my health wasnt good at all time....felt so bad abt being so weak n being a extra burden to him.....esp nw still expecting....hving pain here n there....but i nv gave up my part time job as a tutor.....can earn how much i nv complain as long as i see dear happy face everyday is enuff....he noes i wrk bery hard too....i noe his wrk getting some probs on n off too....i din expect him much too jus hoping we as a family will wrk together ....no matter wat happen nothing gg to break us apart....hope everything will work out fine....