ok where shld i start.....i ended when i complained abt the tummy pain....went to see doc on friday morning....doc said i might miscarriage....the moment i heard i fainted on the spot.....cos i cant lose this precious 1....is the onli thing i can give my dear dear in case i no longer exist in this world...who noes jus 1 day my heart stops n i leave this world 4ever....u will nv noe.....will u?
woke up found myself at kk hospital...ARGHHHHHH.....i hate to stay in hospital......try to get up find myself in great pain as well as bery high fever....doc say i cant take panadol so take cold shower to make my temperature go down.....SUPERRRRRR COLDDDDDDDD man.....
fever went down after a long time stil lying ard nt able to move.....feeling kind of scare cos there is no way to contact dear except colin n jerry.....but the onli person i wish to see is him.......i scare if anything happen to mi or baby .....he is alone by himself.....tink of this remind mi of when i was tinking of killing myself dat time.....i couldnt let him go.....i cant bear to leave him jus like dat!