2day is kind of a sad day 4 mi.....seeing my dear unhappy face 2day i feel so bad inside....i noe hw worry he is abt my cash flow...yet i cant do anything to help...although i got myself a few assignments but onli earn some extra hoping can save it up for bb in the future.....dear dear income onli can survive thru per mth...yet i cant get a full time job to help him out.....the more i think i the sad i feel....along the way to his wrkplace while he was riding i was crying....he din noticed at all.... i dun wan him to noe i am worry abt it too....jus dunno hw y i blame myself for being such a useless gf giving him more n more burden to carry nw....yet i cant even help him .....did i make the wrong choice by stepping into his life.....i really dunno n confused.....feel like breaking down yet i cant.....