monday blues....as usual....dear dear go camp ....i supposed to go interview last min cancel postpone to tml.....went for my check up....everything is ok ....HENG AR..... dun let mi go KK or else i play wheelie again....
waited for dear to come home ....he said 5 pm can go home but waited so long also no sign of him.....n i was SUPER HUNGRY LOR.....
finally he online ask mi whether i coming over....i told him jerry they all meeting us for dinner ....i noe he dun wan to cos he find himself leong liao doesnt wan to go anywhere except home....trying to save money n cig too.....see him like dat even more heart pain.....
ask him where he wish to go...he ask mi where to go...kaoz he noes i hate him always push the decision to mi n if i did it wrongly he will blame mi....all kind of stuff dats why ask him decide....end up both side dunno where to go ....i gave up liao told dear dear i gg over tiong bahru wan go where or nt meeting he decide.....of course feel kind of dulan laa but i noe hw he feel....
met up wif colin jerry colin's sis n bro in law and dear dear at the mrt exit....kind of surprised this fellow will come down meet mi b4 i go up call him come down.....hmmmm diff wor.....suddenly so nice to mi ...why ar?
we all went tiong bahru market eat n chit chat....colin's sis n bro in law r very nice ppl to hang out wif....hopefully gt the chance to meet up more too....dear dear seems enjoying toking to colin's bro in law....poor jerry ti ti tio "attack" by 3 women.....hee hee hee.....nv offend women wor......
went home liao i busy help dear dear wash his shirt n shorts for tml use.....as well as iron his shirt n jeans for tml D&D....wah kok tired sia..... suddenly i onli jus took over the com to tok to colin 4 awhile.....dear dear show mi a kind of face like nt happy abt something.....he looked at the msn a while n walk away....kind of hurt mi in some ways lor....wat did i do wrong man? He came into the room din say a word went to slp ask him wat happen he say nothing....i felt terrible man.....did i do something wrong? if really dun wan see mi ard can dun bother to ask mi come over anyway....blar blar blar.....keep thinking abt all those nonsense n start crying n he oredi in hisdreams.....
i really dunno but jus sit 1 side n cry n tink if i did say anything wrong or done anything wrong......nothing i can tink of........fuk man......sometimes jus dun understand y dear dear sometimes can be so weird he can be bery nice to mi but sometimes when he started to shout at mi....i cant bear but cry out which he dun like mi to cry at all......i feel i understand him well yet sometimes he is seem so hard to catch......