I really wonder when was the last time u ever read my BLOG..... when did u ever see the difference in my emotions lately?
on the 16th of july i wanna to leave...i wanna take away my n baby's life forever...yesterday was 16th of august ....yet i still feel dat deaht is the right path for mi....16th of july you sms mi how much u love mi u wanted mi back so badly u need mi so n so.... yesterday i never felt the same way like dat day.....i regret making decision for nt taking my life away ...i regret believing wat ever u said ....i regret dat i din jus off the hp n leave this world once n for all........
You r making thinking twice abt us.....abt our relationship....i've tried bery hard to be the type of gf u wanted...no throwing temper anyhow...no unnecessary quarrels over nothing major.......no embarrassing u in public....i wan onli u to be happy but end up i'm the one who is always sad....crying at nite...when u r asleep....i'm always thinking a lot of stuff when i am sleeping....i'm nt as carefree as u cos i cant.....i dun understand i am actually less impt than ur computer
I dun wish to be a vase sitting at one corner seeing u do ur "STUFF" if u think seeing u "flirting" wif the gals online is fun i doubt so.....i felt so neglected at one side when u r happily doing ur chatting....and this is how i gg to spend my days thru out everyday izzit? the onli time i feel u r mine....when u actually belong to mi onli is when we meet up wif frds.....go out riding.....i can feel ur mind is wif mi....rather than sitting there chit chatting wif those gals ....why guys r always so insensitive......if u like it den jus go ahead cos i'm sick i'm tired i'm extremely disappointed no words can describe hw i feel nw man.....