Thursday, July 29, 2004

yesterday morning Went hospital for check up.....arrrrrrrrrr torturing sia.......somemore still take 3 tubes of my BLOOD.......ARRRRRRR........faint liao.....
after dat went home felt uneasy.......fever came whole body ache arrrrrrr .......pain den received call frm dear dear saying he gg hospital for check up cos his army doc suspect his case is severe than stomach cramp.........oh my god.....i am worried sick yet i cant leave straight away cos i gt interviews to go........but dear dear promised to call mi once anything or he is done if can go home....
din receive his call or sms i feel very uncomfortable....worry dunno wat will happen next.......sms him no reply....haiz ......wat will happen?
he finally call and say must stay in hospital for observation..........omg .........i almost gg to faint on the spot.....i tell dear dear to wait for mi even though he ask mi nt to go......i still insist to go n see him........he is much more impt than anything i hv rite nw............rush over by train yet feeling so bad if i gt cash wif mi i would hv rush down by cab....dat would be faster.........saw him sitting at the accident & emergency departement i cried wif tears all all over........he asked mi "jus an operation onli.... i am nt dying yet"...i cant stand his cheeky face and smiled...........
accompany him till he is warded den changed den do some procedures b4 can finally settle down.....jerry n colin also came down see him....doc asked dear dear nt to eat but the stupid nurse go n put the dinner on the table....den i see him so hungry say eat a bit nvm........when he abt to eat........doc walked in n say er........ u bed 15 rite.....hey u nt supposed to eat.......i was like shit.........i sabo him liao........lol..........
he cant eat but onli can drink.......so poor thing.....we acc jerry n colin down to eat dinner.......i dun feel like eating cos my headache getting worse........buai ta han liao......but i dun care i still wan stay wif dear dear.........poor dear see them eat wanna drool liao......lol.......
after jerry n colin left......acc dear go back to his ward........tok to him awhile b4 he finally slp .........haiz.........i wanted to stay but no choice leave 1st cos my head really very pain man........hv to go home eat panadol..........go home liao still miss him a lot.........actually cant bear to see him alone there.........sobz......
whole nite din slp well.........2day woke up so early cos prep to go over later & see him early ........hopefully he gt eat something laa......

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