hee~ yesterday morning woke up quite early ba ard 11am ++......hoping dear dear will call mi anytime frm nw....so i can prepare to go over...
tok to rat for a while den suddely saw dear dear online liao.....kind of happy but disappointed why he din call mi frm camp so i can prepare earlier....& dunno why he sound a bit fustrated wif wat ever i say in msn....kind of angry n disappointed...but i noe he is bery tired bocos of the previous nite hv to do duty....reach home of course will be a bit tired n still a bit dulan laa....
i quickly prep n left the hse....buy lunchie for both of us n hurried to the mrt station hopefully can reach his place within 1/2 hr time.....the trip seems to be fast .....but feeling a bit giddy dunno izzit din slp well cos again i cried the whole night den managed to slp.....dunno why i kept thinking abt dear dear....but feel kind of lonely lying on my own bed without him....
finally saw him liao....of course deep in my heart i am happy to see my dear dear.....but jus nw on the msn he sound a bit dulan so i din tok at all.....jus feeling hungry n giddy at the same time.....quickly eat my lunch n medicine n went to lie on the bed......he saw mi lying there....walks over n start to hug mi n kiss mi....i feel dat actually he is alright jus maybe stress over camp stuff....feel better when he did dat...hee~~
dear dear wan to wash bike.... so i acc him downstairs but watch him wash his bike.....den i went straight to nap again after he took his bath n start playing his gb again.....
ard 7 pm den i woke up....dear dear complained hungry.....so i went down a bit seh seh la but bo bian.....buy us dinner .....den again i nua on the bed.....dunno why keep wanting to lie down all the time.....always so tired.....haiz......
dear dear slpt quite early yest nite abt 9pm ++.....tink he is really very tired liao.....as for mi i tok awhile in irc....play a while gb n went straight to slp too....but once i lie down i start to tink abt a lot of stuff again.....dunno why even wif him ard....i still feel like crying n find it diff to slp.....
i start to think abt our future.....keep thinking whether dear dear will be able to handle our future .....yet i cant stress this on him.....cos he is facing enuff stress himself.....i dun wan him to feel even more jia lat than nw.....but i jus cant stop thinking n thinking......sianz.....