Been thinking thru abt the stuff dat happened lately....really kind of stupid tinking leaving my frds, my family & Nick is the best solution but its nv worked....I can put aside everything but wat keep appearing in my mind was Nick....I was struggling between death & him...cos I couldnt let go....I jus couldnt let go of him in my mind.... guess my DEAD ex bf is gg to get bery jealous cos finally I love someone else much more than him.... lol
Imagine I was at the verge of death wif jus a bottle of sleeping pills I took frm home....He kept sms mi telling mi to go back....to return to him....makes my heart melts was when he said he love mi very much he needs mi badly he wans mi back no matter wat he is gg to search everywhere for mi if there is a need too.....I felt so touched abt wat he kept sms mi.... kind of weird hor....I gg to die liao den u say mushy things to mi HUH!!!!....
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I am glad to be back by his side.... no more thinking abt all these stupid stuff.... & of course I love him even more than ever... he deserved it man..... sorry laa my dearest Ex BF....someone replaced u in my heart liao.....tink u can rely on ur aprillia in ur neverland....nt gg to see u dat soon yet....opps.....lol