Wonder why i hv nt been writing any bloggie since thursday 2nd of dec rite? Well a lot of stuff been gg on lately...the arrival of our little princess Dior Lee n mani more....let mi slowly write ba...

3rd dec 2004....friday....nothing much except hving lesson den come home rest as usual....din planned to go anyway cos dear din wan to go anywhere...he was kind of shagged mi too man...i was asleep half way when my dearest zizi sms mi for my frd's hp num...well of course i found it weird cos they dunno each other ma....why suddenly she wanna meet her...she explained dat she jus wan to noe a new frd who stays near her n go shopping or cheong got another new kakis....of course i do believed her but the prob is is oredi middle of the night n u wan to noe a girl wanna ask her out so suddenly seems so rush to mi...y dun wait till next day online get to noe each other better than follow by kopi session would be a better choice...somemore if i were the girl i will get freaked out...i din wanna give zizi the hp no becos of my frd had faced some harassment b4 dat n since she trusted mi wif her new num i shldnt abuse it....later part we got a call frm my frd saying dat were we meeting her along wif zizi n rat...i was like er.....no man...why din zizi listen to wat i say jus nw....was kind of angry cos certain things shldnt do esp in the middle of the nite to freak ppl out...my dear was also angry abt it and went to tok to zizi....i was a bit harsh too but i felt it is nt rite to do things in tis way...the whole nite i was fed up...curious...mad...uneasy abt tis matter...couldnt slp well at all....=(

4th of dec 2004...saturday....woke up n found blood in my underwear....i was terrified...scared...worried...feel like dying cos why is there blood ...am i losing my princess i was thinking...wat is gg on....i kept on crying n crying...i sit beside my dear n he started asking mi why i cried...i told him but he din believed he went to check...asked mi if i was ok...i started to feel some pain ard my tummy...lie down but kept thinking no i am nt losing her i cant lose her there is no way i gg to lose her...kept praying dat baby is ok....my dear quickly changed n sent mi to KK by bike...hiak hiak i noe u all will hv the kind of reaction...."WAT!! Pain Liao still can sit bike?" er.... save cab fare ma somemore KK bery near our place onli....=x reached KK 24 hr clinic...i was being sent inside to check...baby was alright but doc says i might giv birth anytime yet baby is nt mature enuff to come out...they decided to put mi on drip....send to 1 of the labour room....cant see my dear...perhaps he went for a smk...the nurses all doing heart beat test on mi follow by putting dat stupid needle on mi for drip n so on....ahhhh i hate staying in hosp....after everything is done dear finally appeared wif a mac toy....JACK JACK!!!
nw i noe where he went le....pengz!! he acc mi till 4pm++ den said wanna go back to wrk...i felt alright so i told him to go...anything den call him....i was alone by myself in dat room ....so sian so quiet...started abusing the phone to call out....i called army den follow by colin....cos no one acc mi n they dun allow anyone in except husband....sianzz....ard 6pm++ took my dinner and started to doze off cos very tired....but kept waking up to see wat time hoping my hubby will come...ard 8pm++ no call 9pm++ no call den later got missed calls but i din notice....by the time i return call to dear is abt 10pm++...he wanted to come but scared nt allowed..i say he can come back anytime de...but he said tml morning den come...i told him ok lor...lan lan ma...he wan stay at home pak game play com wat...kaoz!!
later abt 12am++ i had my other injection which the 1st 1 had it when dear was ard....painful ject man...they took out the drip cos i was found wif difficult in breathing they dun wan to risk my life...the pain started slowly till abt 4 5am++ i was can felt the pain getting closer n closer ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....pain pain pain....i can nv 4get the pain....

5th dec 2004...Sunday...the pain carried on till abt 8am++...actually ard 7am++ i wanna call dear le....i felt dat its coming out soon...i feel like holding his hands which make mi feel better n stronger n braver....but i din...i noe he would slp very late...i rather dun wake him up den...i bear wif the pain alone...no matter hw loud all those other mummies were shouting doesnt influence mi at all...i dun wan to lose my voice b4 i start giving birth....9am++ is the extremely painful moment...baby kept wanna come out nurse ask mi bear wif it 1st....i was like OMG!! how to bear how can wait....ard 930am i cant wait le....i kept breathing in the gas till i felt also seh le...tis cant go on....doc says ok u can push nw...kaoz i din noe pushing was so hard...they dun allow mi to shout or make noises...they ask mi to push jus like shitting....i push wif all my strength dat is left ard 952am princess Dior had arrived....i heard her loud crying....i can feel such a relieve out of mi finally no more big load to carry....they carry her to mi tell mi its a girl....to mi girl or boy doesnt matter... as long she is alright i can rest my mind den....they clear up the mess...the doc check on my baby girl n said she is alright bery healthy baby for a premature...i was so happy...how i wish dear was here right nw....kiss my baby n they push her up to the nursery 1st....i was being sent up later...kept calling dear yet no body answer the fone...WTF!! asked army n colin to bomb his call till he wakes up...at the same time i was admiring the view frm my bed cos i was slping near the window....i feel so happy dat my little princess was ok...recalled back when i saw those blood...it almost took my soul away...nw she is ok i feel better...ard 12plus his mum call mi n i told her my ward no n bed no....i waited till 2 plus my dearest hubby den arrived....-.-''' he looked at mi n laughed say why my face like hantu...kaoz!! jus give birth n kanna pushed up here to rest...of course my face pale laa....pengz!! he hurried to the nursery to see his precious baobei...nv see him so happy b4...i felt so proud cos i bear him wif a most beautiful baby girl in tis world....=) his mum n bro n bro's gf came to visit mi....colin came later too....baby was able to be push out for us to see....dats when i actually held her in my arms....i felt the connection between us....i was lost for words when i see her...i din noe wat to say....she is so cute n is so precious to mi right nw....nothing gonna replace her...she is mine....colin left abt 6pm++....dear acc mi till 10pm++ cos rat suddenly wanna come see mi yet they dun allowed anymore visitors even hubby hv to leave too...sianz...i carry on admired the view outside my window...slowly catching up wif some sleep but nt totally cos there were a few patients coming in in the middle of the nite....lights on n off made mi hard to slp again.... -.-'''

6th dec 2004...monday....was awake by nurse to feed her ard 8am++....wah kok....try to feed her but she doesnt wanna be fed....-.-''' yest also like dat they fed le den ask mi to fed dunno for wat...kaoz...breakfast was mee hoon soup ...yucks! hate it...
waiting for doc to approve mi n baby to discharge today...hee hee hopfully can laa...hope baby is ok to leave too....colin came....bought lots of stuff to stuff mi...i dun wan eat le i wan slim down i am fat nw!!!!!....=x den follow by dear who reached KK bery "early"....colin's mum came too to visit mi so sweet of her...slowly ppl start coming in to visit mi....cherry aka zane n jac aka wrx_ger....army n jameson came too...so sweet of them...when we abt to leave zizi n rat arrived too ....so heng... they met us at our hse void deck...den awhile we al went up to dear hse to rest....argh!!!.... finally we r home....mi dear n our little princess....zizi n rat playing com....dear busy cooking curry for them...after awhile rat pillion dear to fetch his bike back.....den miko palmer n kawa came too....so sweet...they all left for a lady rider's song ka....someone i noe too....poor thing....haiz...gonna slp early cos tml gonna go polyclinic see doc...haiz....

7th dec 2004 tuesday....went polyclinic wif rat n colin....so sweet of them to acc mi till i reach hm....reach hm cant slp well at all....worry here n there....somemore kept raining non stop....dunno hw to go hm....waited till 6pm++ bo bian....took a cabby home....waited for dear to come hm....nt much lor jus taking care of her thruout the whole night trying to get slp but cant....so tired man...

my precious nu er monkey came to visit mi too... so sweet of her....the rest of the days were the same....looking after my little princess...n it goes on & on the same thing till nw....i am still enjoying her company....but still bery weak n tired....hopefully her man yue over i will feel much better by den....i would like to thank all those who came down n visit mi....those who bought gifts u all shldnt hv la....but thks anyway....gonna stop bloggie 4 a while too cos too tired n lazy to do so....so u all take care ya...stay tuned for news abt my princess Dior Lee...=)

Lastly i would like to say how much i love my dearest hubby & our precious little princess Dior Lee...I love u 2 so much....Happy Lee Family 4ever!!!!