So early in the morning gotta wake up for an injection...met my doc's wife downstairs instead of gg to general hospital cos he got an emergency operation to perform...his wife so kind enuff come down to fetch mi but end up decided to give mi the ject in the car so dat i need nt travel here n there can go hm rest longer...
feeling kind of moody everyday...worried abt this worried abt dat...dear dear last few days been gg out late coming back late...no calls no sms...made mi worried like hell...cant slp in peace even though princess slpt well thru out the night...feels dat he shld at least be a bit more responsible by calling back or sms mi telling mi where he is rather than i stay at hm and imagined things...too mani ppl ard us died of bike accidents...some were lucky to be alive but jus recovered frm it...the more i heard abt all these news the more i feel so uneasy abt it...
can feel my heart beat gg fast everyday...nt sure izzit becos of the drip i had b4 i gave birth dat is causing mi to breathe in difficulties...even though i had the inject 2day feeling much better but if more things happen i dun think my heart can take it...rem the day i was sent to hosp becos i was bleeding...my heart almost stopped cos i felt i might lost my princess 4ever...i cant imagine if anything happen to my dear...how would i react...dats is why i am mad wif u dear...and u shld noe why...
yest was kind of mad wif him...can exactly agreed to pillion others to jb becos he wont be able to pillion mi for the time being due to my confinement...jealousy is there of course...but i told him several times if pillion guys is ok...if pillion gals u got to think twice...1stly ppl aint related to u...in case of emergency...hw r u gg to pay up to her loss if anything happen...marry the girl? i learning to ride too...i noe my principle in ridind is dat i would rather risk my own life than dragging another person who is nt related to mi cos i cant be totally responsible for his / her loss in case of accident...hv u 4get abt wat happen to u n 1 of ur gal frds...she got a big bak gua becos of u...yet ppl aint ur gf or wat...think twice b4 doing anything...a pro rider doesnt mean they wont make mistakes...all my bros u saw all buang case de...still like dat...but the pillions they hv r always their wives...their siblings...anything happen...they still can make it up as a family....at times i noe him so well...w/o mi he tends to speed...soemtimes wif mi he also speed depends on wat situations on the road like bikes or cars disturbing him...he will go out of his mind n ride faster...dats wat riders will react...including mi if i pass my lic...dats is why there r things i wan him to understand...he got a wife n kid at hm...anything happens will directly affect both of us...but will he listen? i dunno...really dunno...