Fucking bad mood~~~~Arghhhhh.......for nothing tio scolded by ppl.....2 days in a row le.....am i dat suay or wat.....why is this gg on around me man......dear dear got to wrk so din get to listen to wat happen.....how i wish he is here to hug n comfort me ....feeling so sad.....so insulted.....so unwelcomed.....so irritating.....so depressed.....sobx sobx~~
Tio scolded by ppl after half a day...ppl found out they r wrong abt it.....say it was jus a misunderstanding.... wan u treat as nothing had happened....wat kind of world is tis.....i am born to be kan meh.....i am human too....nw trying to tok cock wif me....jus met my dear wanted to tell him wat happened hope he can understand my situation.....yet jerry rvf was ard so cant tok much....after jerry left dear can see i almost wanna cry out but tolerating cos ah cheng ard....ask me nt to bother abt wat my bro says.....he din noe its nt abt my bro.....its something else....got to bear wif it till he is home tonite.....but i really feel like kanna treat like an animal suga suga u like to insult n scold n humiliate wat ever u wan.....
NB CCB....i am a human too....got pride n feelings too.....wat am i treated as nw....
i reached dear hse locked myself in his room....jus wan some peace alone....i hate these kind of ppl w/o finding wats is right or wrong shoot u gao gao den apologised....fuk laa....i dun care at all nw.....i dun sayang after wat ever they had done.....
I had enuff of all these bull shit.....bo tai bo ji come venger anger on me.....kaoz.....fuk off my life n dun let me see them again....ever again.... I missed my dear so much.....feel like breaking down anytime nw....how i wish he is here nw.....but he need to wrk i cant make him worry so much abt me rite nw.....yet i felt so miserable.....so sad.....so depressed.....so disappointed.....painfully deep inside my heart.....no one can understand me nw.....no one.....except dear....=(