Fuking hell!!! Whole night cant slp well...dear was quite tired came back awhile went to slp oredi...ard 12 am++ woke him up to eat his dinner...wanna slp but cant cos can feel a bit of my toothache...acc dear chat till abt 3am++ he went back to slp...i wasnt slpy at all...so i carry on my chat wif ppl online...till abt 4am++ to 5am...princess woke up for milk time...fed her n put her back to slp...still cant slp well cos the pain started to come...dear woke up ard 6am++...den the bed was finally mine wif princess...when i finally managed to get to slp wif such a pain toothache...i was awaken by my dearest princess n dear...cos dear went back to slp again...nw i am in great pain...fuk man!!! toothache until bery jia lat...nbz...hw am i gg to carry on n slp nw?

Wanna slp but cant...kanna woke up by his mum to eat lunch...but my tooth in pain...hw to eat...bo pian force myself to eat den...cant bite hv to swallow...feel so jia lat man...wanna slp more yet i cant...hw i wish he is here to help mi out...taking care of her in tis way is even more suffering...wat can i do nw? bear wif the pain n carry on my duty den...ahhhhhhhh pain ahhhhhh!! Fever le...sianz 1/2...gonna slp again...rest rest rest if nt pain pain pain ahhhhhh...
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couldnt eat anything at all...sms him to get mi porridge...slp 4 few hrs at least felt better...pain was gone but left cheek a bit swollen...fever was down but a bit restless...2day is christmas eve...expect someone to stay hm n acc his wife n kid...yet he is more interested in gg out more...wat more can i say? wat else can i voice out? nv expect too much frm guys esp even though they r oredi fathers but nv will they grow up? rat dun worry i nt blaming u...like wat i say b4 something buai zhi dong de i wont force de...wat for? i'm used to it le...n i cant be bothered wif him anymore...i still hv my little princess to accompany mi anyway...who needs him anyway?
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