Saturday nt much lor...jus as per normal finished 2 lessons today.....reached home 1st thing reformat my sis's com....supposed to go Kulai but last min changed of plan....dun ask mi why....
still very dulanz abt it man....i was so happily waited for the day cos as time goes by tummy grows bigger its harder for mi to travel in longer distance.....acc dear to 2nd link still ok but too far journey i feel shag easily.....yet i cant go.....see dear's disappointed face but kept telling mi nvm we stay home and rest 2day....makes my heart melts...so sweet~~ =p Maybe this "big kid" really did grew up a little ba...gg to be daddy soon...hv to grow up le wor....=p
we reached home bought our dinner started to do our usual stuff he play his com i do some of my work at 1 side...den felt a bit tired le went to nap for awhile...cos tml sunday slp late or early doesnt matter too.....=p
rat called us n wanted to meet us near dear hse for kopi session wif armygurl....finally get to see her she looked so cute!! =p chatted for a while but mostly is the 3 of them toking cos i oredi seh le....too tired to tok le....feel like lying on my bed n coma le....=p we chatted till ard 3am rat need to send army home n go home get prep to go back camp le....i n dear took our own sweet time walk home....holding his arm n chatted wif him at the same time where there is no 1 else except the both of us onli....feels great!!! feels so fortunate to hv him ard....to noe him in the 1st place...to fall in love wif him at 1st sight...to hv him ard wif mi when i feel sad....to hv his little one kicking n punching all the times inside mi....pengz!! (-_-)" suddenly i felt how much i really love him....how impt he is in my life....i cant lose him n i nv leave him again....cos I Love U dear~~~ *muackz* Love U Forever n ever n ever..........=)

finished my lesson quite early cos i reached early...bought downstairs chicken rice for mi & dear...still feeling the same....sianz...shag...stress and sick.....dunno why....jus dun feel like doing anything or say anything.....jus feel so tired so sick so stress.....
receive a sms frm my student's dad mon afternoon class cancelled.....feel a bit relax but sianz....cos nothing to do in the afternoon...still thinking to stay home or go back dear dear hse on monday cos tue got morning lesson.....haiz.....
but sometimes i really feel dat whether i am ard wif dear or nt seems no diff to him.....as long as he got his bike, his cig, his com, his fish....with or without mi seems like nothing to him....cos i am the least impt thing in his life...i guess... when i put him the most impt person in my life right nw....always there for him....but dun seems greatly appreciated by him at all....
jus nw he kind of bo liao....wake mi up to finish up the maggie mee.....he placed his ear on my tummy...and said "how come baby noes i am listening at that area he kicked mi"....hahahaha....maybe baby noes u nv dote mummy de....wan kick u laa.....=x
my precious little one is a very smart little fellow....whenever i placed my hand on my tummy he will move his feet to my hands where i can feel his cute little feet....so sweet....next time kick daddy harder.....=p
hee hee hee~~~tired le gtg n slp le.....sweet dreams everyone!

Its Friday~~~ finally can see dear dear as well as 2day is the 1st day of most of my students' exam...english paper!!.....sianz....
finished 2 lesson le....now gg to hv my 3rd lesson of the day at tiong bahru....reached dear home super hungry man.....cooked maggie mee n boiled eggs....yum yum!!...kekeke....bo bian...pregnant woman nowadays eat more than 1 person share....keke...=p
hope dear will be home early today....wanna see him soon.....still feeling kind of sick but nothing will stop my plan tml....KULAI~~~ cos i wan eat YUE GUANG HE~~~=p
go for lesson le.....brb......=x

Missing u so much........din go home tonite cos tml morning got lesson...sibei sianz....feeling so sick n shag......dear dear jus nw asked mi y i stress..=p
where got laa? jus feeling sick n stress cos of exam period....hw i wish tue come faster cos dats the last day for their year-end exam.....sianz man
esp nw i expecting den my student jus nw was being so notti....a bit buai ta han liao.....feel like giving up dun teach n go home slp le.....i hate when student at this critical time always create scene for no reasons man......
missed my old job so much.....enjoyed teaching younger kids than pri sch kids man.....more relax less stress...=p
i miss dear dear so much....onli can see him tml....yet nw feeling so uncomfortable n sick.....sobx sobx~~~feel like dying liao.....=p
wat to do ...onli can wait till tml ba.....(-_-)"

Different types of occupations......wat do u think my baby wanna be when he/she grows up?





An Artist


A Baker


An Aerobics Instructor


An Aviator


A Detective


A Businessman


A Baseball Player


A Ballerina


A Farmer


A Fireman


A King Or A Queen


A Lawyer


A Rockstar


A Police Officer


A Banker


A Nurse


A Plumber



A Magician


A Scientist


A Lifeguard

Woke up ard 5am++ this morning...couldn't slp le...dunno why....feeling so sianz...so stress....so shag.....izzit becos due-ing soon den feeling so uncomfortable lately....or perhaps i sick le ba.....still nt feeling well....sobx sobx....better go back to slp if nt dear wan nag nag le.....=x

Haiz.....this morning hv to go for lesson.....feeling si bei tired n sick man....decided to rest in the noon time den go for the evening lesson ba....no choice le......if tired myself more dear dear will scold de.....=p
went to slp ard 2pm++ to rest cos really aint feeling well le.....woke up ard 430pm to prep to go back tiong bahru cos my student stay there too....went to tiong bahru plaza to search for my other student's books.....din realised i took more time to glance thru the books i wan.....nearly late for lesson wor....=p
finished the lesson at 830pm...rushed to buy dear dear drinks frm NTUC...cos cheaper ma in bottles than he buy can drinks....=x
bought our dinner but i ate 1st =x cos SUPER HUNGRY ~~ man......i afternoon onli ate porridge cos nt feeling well ma.....sobx sobx~~
nw wait for dear dear to reach home ba....wonder why so late still nt home yet....haiz.......

Different types of baby dinos.....which is ur fav?



Tribottletops


Tushysaurus


Toddlasaurus


Pottyopolus


Rappasaur


Smilodon


Terrordactyl


Crawlodon


Dribbleopalus


Gassydon


Nappyraptor

Tuesday.....hmmmm nothing much...whole day feel so sick nv go teach my student even though today onli 1 lesson nia but yet kept feeling unwell...kept wanting to puke all the time....sianz..
met dear at mw to go 2nd link pak petrol lor....saw our dearest colin & jerry ...they gg dinner wif peter but dear dun wan cos he scare we will be even more tired after a meal den go 2nd link by den will be worse.....
reached msia pak petrol le den nua awhile...b4 we set off back to sg ....go straight to the esso station where dear forgot to take his link card den went to buy our fav chicken rice.......yummy!!!
reached home dear realised someone has been touching his com....was very angry wor....but cant be bothered wif him cos he is like dat de....hot tempered fellow....until he reformat his com until he song le den he slp....dun care le go slp le.......=p

Loving U~~~~


Loving you is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Loving you has made my life beautiful.
Loving you has given me so much which I didn't deserve.
Loving you has given me all the happiness in life.

Everything has changed since I met u and we're together.
Your love, your care, well I will do anything for having u by my side till the end of life.
You have accepted me as I AM... and I love for this...
I love you for being with me.
I love you for being there when I needed you...
I love you for being YOU, because you are so special, so beautiful inside and outside...
You make my life complete.
My life has changed since we are together. And it's all because of you...
I will always love you and only you.
With all that I have, I am all yours and will do anything to make you HAPPY.

Wat a boring monday.....hving lessons as usual 1 in the afternoon n evening.....ard 5pm++ jerry asked if wanna go dinner 2gether....i say ok if he wan guide dear to my student's hse cos my dear is a "LU CHI".....pengz!!! (-_-)"
They waited for mi till i was done wif my student den we went nearby Bedok Interchange Hawker eat lor....all eat western food....kaoz!!! 2day western festival ah all gien western food....lolz.....i & colin bought my fav fried goreng pisang and sweet potato b4 we gg off....Yum Yum!!!
reached home dear as usual play com laa..... den we watch the vcd "Tu Rang Fa Cai" sg production film....sibei funny man.....feed dear eat banana n sweet potato as usual....cos i am the "maid" of his room wat.....pengz!!! (-_-)"
wanna slp le dear wan smk cig....ahhhhhhhhh i die die dun wan go down alone to buy for him....den he lan lan acc mi go.....hahahahahaha......bery good who ask him wanna smk la...cannot tong till tml morning meh.....=p
dats all for 2day i guess....nothing interesting happened.....=x

WHAT IS THE MOST IMPT THING IN UR LIFE RITE NW? I wonder.... izzit ur com, ur bike, ur cig, ur work.....but definitely i am always at the last position of everything....dats hw i feel nw....
Shld i feel sad, depressed, annoyed or fed up.....but yet i am feelin bery calm yet numb....maybe becos i'm too used to it......maybe i know u too well.....maybe too much confusion in my brains rite nw i hving a blackout in my head.....i dunno too...

Sunday~~ a day where mi n dear dear woke up quite early ard 11am ++...went to SIM LIM SQ to find his parts for his com to be upgraded to pentium 4.....looked ard for better bargain den decided to buy wat he needs.....
we had lunch at the foodcourt downstairs basement....suddenly he mentioned something dat made mi very very *ANGRY*....huh! nbz i refused to tok to him man.....where got ppl bet wif their female colleague dat if they win they get a free hug ....nbz this kind of joke to mi is totally nonsense lor.....made mi feel how childish he is...a gg to be dad makes himself looks like a clown....a big kid who will nv grow up.....how am i gg to survive thru wif him? someone tell mi hw man.....pengz!! (-_-)"
ppl say "jia ji shui ji, jia gou shui gou" i marry a rabbit den follow a rabbit's nonsense laa.....(-_-)"
anyway i dulan wif him den he said y i so dulan abt it....it was jus a joke....but he nv realised dat things happened in the past too mani times i dun trust guys wif female colleagues, esp some of my ex bfs all got 2-timed mi becos of female colleague.......
even he wan to joke choose a better choice laa.....kaoz!!! everything make this kind of jokes wif those "CMI" gals.....kaoz!!! i also lose face man =p kekeke.....
after awhile i ok le....willing to tok to him le....when he decide to get the parts as well as a new casing....kaoz!! i was thinking how to go home like this man cos we rode there.....dear said i carry all the way....nbz!! new stunt liao lor......i carry a big tummy in front den a big "cargo" on my tummy & behind mi carry his parts......i sibei stylo man if u all get to see how he ride wif mi carry all those stuff.....pengz!! (-_-)" i looked like wonderwoman in action....but a big tummy one....lolz...
went to his frd's hse to fix his new com til abt 8pm++ supposed to meet colin, jerry & colin's sis & bro in law but i was too tired cos din call them either....din call rat too....so paiseh lay guys....dear dear got home 1st thing reinstall his window XP den started using his com happily le.....
TMD!!! in his heart got mi or his com ah......his com is thousand times impt than mi & baby.....wat the fuck man.....dulan again!!

Forever & Always....

It wasn't long ago we met
You thought it was luck
I knew it was fate
Only LOVE can bring together 2 people to be joined as one
Never thought twice about you
Knew I could always love you
Prayed on our relationship every day and night
Now you ask me to only be with you
What should I say?
If yes then I’ll feel happy and sad
Happy cause I got you
Sad cause I don't wanna lose you
But if I keep my mind straight
One day my heart will show me the way ...

2day is quite a busy day for mi....morning ard 7am woke up le....prep to go for lesson near my hse but i slept over at dear's hse becos see him alone at home so poor thing...his com nt wkring too i stay at home also cant tok to him online so might as well go home acc him lor....=x
morning 1 lesson afternoon 1 lesson evening 1 lesson sian man.....b4 i go for the evening lesson i ate chicken rice cos feeling very hungry....after my last lesson bought dinner for dear dear but he reached home quite late ard 9 plus.....his shirt was all wet....den i noe he caught in the rain le....why dun wear raincoat...so stupid of him man....pengz....
the whole night like nothing to do si bei sian......feel like dying cos no com den he kept disturbing mi until i cried....=x why ley? ask him lor.....=p
got to sleep early le cos tml morning got lesson too.....ciaoz

Wondering why i din write any blogs for yesterday, the day before.....well tue wasnt feeling well din go for the noon lesson as well nua-ing at home till i woke up in the evening....got ready for nite lesson den go back dear dear hse....reached home saw dear dear very sian cos his com spoilt le....he looked bery upset cos his com is his "baobei".....haiz...
wed mah i acc him to Sim Lim Sq din go for the afternoon lesson as well.....he went to buy a new power supply to replace the old one cos he suspect its the power supple spoilt le....but reached home fix le still cant wrk.....go his frd hse test also cant....dear dear face even more sian than on tue man.....haiz....
2day ma ....after my lesson got to go Sim Lim again to change a better power supply for him....sianz man....(-_-)" .....met jerry n colin at Sim Lim foodcourt...had dinner (their dinner but my lunch) sobx sobx.....ordered a plate of ham & chicken rice frm the western food stall....ate le nt bad wor Sunday come wif dear dear will try others again.....colin ley ti ti stuff mi n jerry wif her fish n chips.....pengz!!! she so skinny wan make us so fat like this ^(^@^)^ Oink Oink.....=x opps is make mi nt jerry lor lolz..... cos jerry still look skinny to mi......=p
we go separate ways after jerry bought his digital cam....i went home by bus frm the nearby bus stop .....lazy to walk to mrt even though mrt faster....=p went to tiong bahru plaza gai gai see got wat to buy for dear's dinner....finally decided to get the jap curry rice for him.....and went shopping at popular see got my student's books bo.....reached awhile more dear dear also home le....he wearing dat "sexy" mechanic jumper again...lol....
he took his dinner finished everything....hee~~ happy le cos at least he appreciated wat i bought for him.....show him the list of the parts he wan to get to upgrade his com....do my stuff awhile....nua a while den slp le......dats how we spend our day w/o a com....poor dear dear....he seems like dying soon w/o a com.....=p opps.....wait tio pak by him.....=x

Growing Love For Us ....
Every moment that I think of our relationshipI am reminded of your love,You strike a chord of inner peace,Like a singing morning dove.
As two years have moved along,As the Seasons surely change,Deeper in love, with you, am I,And a greater love remains.
Growing our love together,Are you and I my dear,As each branch reveals itself,Gone again, our fears.
Patience. trust.and endurance,Are foods that we must use,To give our love a boost of sorts,So the right path we will choose.
The time will come when dark clouds threaten,With turmoil and misunderstanding,But, with careful and attentive love,On our feet we will be landing.
To grow a love as pure as ours,To share in each thing we do,These are the tools of love,I'm in love with you.

Monday Blues......as usual...everyone always get the blues on monday... i and dear dear onli get to rest more...get to do our stuff together more on sundays....the rest of the days we both r damm busy wif work....haiz....
Nothing much 2day actually...as per normal after finished the 2nd lesson in the evening...rushed home to "deliver" dear dear dinner...he so guai 2day so early reached home frm work....=x jus reached home onli suddenly his bro came up wif a big huge tank....ahhhHHHHhhhh.....must be dear dear's idea to get that fish tank back....OMG!!! where to put it man....so big....kaoz!!
we finally squeezed out a space for his precious tank in our room....cos its meant for his fav fishy....his fav fishy is growing bigger le dats why he wanna change a bigger tank but nt dat BIG....pengz!!! (-_-)"
after everything done i finally can eat my dinner in peace.....i was a bit blurr blurr le when acc dear doing his stuff on his com....he suddenly bring out the issue of this particular gal during his lunch time at this shop near the hawker he always eat keep staring n smiling at him....kaoz!! he like he go sian lor....the most i and baby go home...HUH! *angry* den he gave that kind of cheeky smile....huh! dun care le went to slp liao....lazy to get bother wif such a big *kid*....=p

Colin's sis, her bro in law & a little "cutie baby gal"....look like family pic bo...=x


Colin & "her" Baby Gal...OoPs!!


The 2 love birds....Jerry & Colin...


Colin's mum & Me....


Me & Dear Dear...


2day ma nothing much lor....jus another boring sunday....i actually missed my lesson this morning...oh shit!!...overslept man till the parent called me felt so paiseh told her i will see her kid on wed instead cos today supposed to replace friday's lesson...jus dun understand why these few days why i feel so shag....maybe the due date is coming soon ba...and i'm wrking almost everyday mon to sat....sun "nan de" can slp still force myself to replace lesson ....also shld blame myself laa.....these few days i feel more stressful than b4 cos of their exam period is coming.....almost 2 of my students hv add on lessons per week...i feel so tired every week like nt enuff slp de....sob sob....=(
woke up early becos of the call yet cant slp le....but still bery slpy...haiz....i'm like dat de....wake up cant slp le....hv to do somethings to make myself tired a bit den can coma....after awhile dear dear also wake up le....he start doing his stuff play gb blar blar blar...the usual things he would do wif his com on sunday....he thinking whether to go fish farm 2day or nt...i also anything de cos "nan de" can acc him the whole day on sunday mah....=)
i went back to slp den around 5 plus dear woke mi up cos we hv dinner wif colin later....got to prep le cos meeting them at 630pm ma...who noes we reach there 1st....pengz!! 1st time we so early they were late wor.....Muhahahahaha!! hee hee nv expect us to be early rite....becos of my dearest dear laa...playing wif 1 super4 ver S on the road ride a bit faster than reach faster mah....hee~=x
waiting for colin & jerry....we went to the fish shop as well as the pet shop nearby...saw a bery cute puppy...super active....woOOOOoooo i wan this puppy it looks so CuteEeEeeee....=x
Colin & Jerry reached le as well as colin's parents, sis & bro in law.....thanks to Colin i had a bery delicious dinner 2day....but of course was well fed by her mum....ahhhHHHHH.... last sun also colin ti ti feed mi so much....think i put on weight le.....2day her mum also kept asking mi to eat more....sobx sobx....i'm growing to be a big fat PIG!!! sobx sobx.....we all enjoyed this wonderful dinner tonite....Thanks Colin mei!! Muackz!

after 2 lessons today i felt so tired n hungry man.....cos hv to finish the lessons den can eat...no break time in between....
reached home bought my fav chicken rice.....ate le but cant slp start doing up my blog again...do 1/2 way suddenly half of my bloggie template disappeared....ahhhhhhhh.........wat the fuk did i do man....pengz!!
Have to re-do again.....i wanna cry le........ =(
reached dear dear wrkplace.....dear dear said dunno wan go 2nd link bo......cos sti ll got a lot of petrol....but in the end we went cos of he ran out of cig....and sg cig was so ex i rather he buy msia cig......went into msia le....make a big round to the opp petronas to pump petrol den met his customers frm motoworld ...chatted for awhile they went off we also abt to go too....
Reached sg le...found bo tiuz so back to home to nua....i was so slpy i slept after taken dat hot n spicy mee goreng...dear dear had bee hoon goreng but still find the 1 at fong seng is better man....
got to slp early cos tml morning got lesson wor....as well as dinner wif colin's family.....nitez...n sweet dreams to all...ZZZzzzzzzZZZZ ......

Three Words...

I lose myself, and forget my words
I'm looking into your eyes
My hands hold tight, as my legs grow weak
Your holding me tight in your arms
My heart is racing, my head is spinning
Your lips are kissing mine
My body shivers, and i melt inside
You've just said, "I love you"

(For the memory of the "Special" day 16th of July 2004.....)

Haiz..jus another "shag" day for mi.....morning n afternoon lessons done le....but once reached home....very very shag le....wanna cook for dear dear yet run out of time le....so reach home late...felt so shag so decided to take "off" frm my student....sunday den replaced her lesson ba ....anyway she stay so near dear dear hse easy for mi to arrange.....
dear dear reached home as usual like to call mi "fatty"....nbz i fat becos of u laa....
Ai Si ahhhHHHHhhhhhh.......
cooked for him he still complained this n that nbz....angry le....next time mai cook le.... he wan cook he cook himself....HUH!! *angry*

Thanks!! Jerry yandao....for sending mi all the pics taken at the fish farm as well as the dinner at Carlton hotel.....=) 3 Cheers 4 Jerry!!!! And Thanks to Rat for the wonderful Dinner as well....we all sure enjoyed ourselves dat nite....4 Cheers 4 Rat!!!


The "Chio Bu-s" are here at Carlton Hotel!! Excluding mi ...=p


Representatives frm Team Tearers Vs Motorworld....lolz....


Maki & George....


Zyn, Colin, Me & ah Cheng


Zyn, Colin, Me, Dear Dear & Adrain....


Colin & Dear Dear.


Baby aka Zyn & Dear Dear.


Zyn & Colin


Me & Colin Mei....another chio chio de bu!! =)~~


Me and baby gal of mine...Zyn aka Playgirl..chio bu ley!!! =)~~


Me & Dear Dear


My Baby Gal Zyn aka PlayGirl...